Same old answer....

Once again I have had an unsuccessful doctors appointment. It took along time because the only thing the doctor did was talk. He talked for so long with out stopping that I just got really confused. I will give you the short of it. One, he said he wouldn't be able to treat me because I dont get the average 8 hours and 15 minutes of sleep. I usually get around 7 hours maybe 8. I've been sleeping like that my whole life. He was saying that my problems are from not getting the average amount of sleep. I told him I've been sleeping like that all my life, so if sleep is a problem, then why do I have the problems that I have now? He told me that he didn't know.

He also wouldn't do further tests for lyme on me. He kept saying its a "rare" chance. I don't care if its a rare chance or not, its still a chance. He talked for so long I dont even remember much of it now. He kept on going on so many different tangents. Then he asked if I wanted some tests now or at a different date. I told him now just to get done with it. Heres the thing, he spent so much time talking about what I probably don't have, and he didn't even explain what I was getting tested for. So as I waited to get my blood work done, I asked the nurse who was taking my blood if she knew what she was testing me for. She said some letters which I'm sure is a abreveation for something that basically translated into some thing with joints. I think. I don't know.

I can't express how frusterating it is to never get any answers or leads. What the doctors don't understand is how long this has been going on. We tell them but they just don't seem to get that being dizzy for 9 months isn't normal. I don't know if I've ever said what is wrong with me in any of my blog posts.

Heres the short of it, It started out about 9 months ago. At first I was just a little dizzy here and there. Not a big deal, I could handle it, I could still drive. As time went on, the dizziness hasn't stopped. I've been dizzy non stop for 9ish months. As I write this, I am dizzy. Now I know dizzy is a term thats sorta of broad, but if I explain what kinda dizzy I am, its gonna take a long time lol. Also, I have ice pick headaches and joint pain. It's shooting joint pain or lingering. It just depends on the day. Which is another thing that is frusterating. I can't find a constant. Anyway, thats the jist of it.

So whats next? I have a appointment with a Lyme specialist in april. I guess what bothers me the most is Doctors keep say its not Lyme, but they won't give me anything else that it could be. And I have only been tested once for Lyme. Keep in mind theres 300 different strains. I don't know if I have Lyme or not, but it would be nice to at least elimate it. Anyway. This is probably long enough.

Here is an interesting site: http://snopes.com/

It helps one find out if certain rumors in things are true/false, stuff like that, its really interesting. Have a good one:)

Happy Halloween!!!

Hello!

Its been a long time since we have posted. But I believe it is okay if we post at school so hopefully there will be more soon. Here are some updates!

We made it to play offs but spash beat us again :( So looks like were out! Oh well! it was really sad to see the football players cry. Everyone is so close I think it makes things hard. Especially for the Seniors. But it was a great season so we must remember the good times!

Our schools volleyball team made it to state though! Their games are thursday and friday I believe.

Today our school held the Halloween dress up contest! That is always so much fun. I took some pictures this year so hopefully I will be able to get some up. We have a very creative math teacher. This year he was Jonny Math, he even made a pardoy to johnny cash ring of fire. In previous years he has been: Michael Fraction, Squary potter, Dark vector, Solve this ( Elvis) and im sure there has been others! The overall prize winner was some one who dressed as Steve Irwin ( the person who did this is from aulstrailia) and his friend was a crocodile.

Work is going well, cant complain.

Lit mag is going well so far too!

Forensics looks like its going to be a lot of fun this year!! I can't wait to get things rolling. We are also doing a fund raiser for the people in CA who lost there homes due to the fire.

All the animals are doing well.

Things went pretty good at my last doctor appointment. I had to change my meds around a little. In about 4 weeks I have another appointment, that one will determin if I continue taking some meds.

On a sad note, yesterday morning, my math teacher from 9th grade was biking to school and he got hit by a car. He is doing okay and will be fine, but its hard to hear things like that about people you care about.

Anyway, I hope everyones week is going well. I will try to update more often!! Michelle the same :)

Kylee

Life

People always say "life is to short" in some aspects I suppose thats true, but at the same time living your life is the longest thing you will ever do. Every once in awhile I think about what life would be like with out certain things or people. I love the people that are in my life, without them, I don't know what I would do.



When I was at the Jr. High, we were talking about how goodbyes are tough. For me personally, its very hard, others I know it comes easier. I don't really like saying goodbye. The word seems so definate, makes it seem like you won't ever see the person anymore. Insted of goodbye I usually say "see you later." Unless I truely plan on not seeing a person ever again (which hasn't happen that I know of) , I don't like saying goodbye, I don't know if its good or bad.

Regrets are another thing that I don't have. I know I've made mistakes during my life, but I do not consider any of them regrets. By making the mistakes you hopefully learn from them and they help you become a better person. Its sort of hard to explain what I want to say. You are who you are because of what you have chose to do, and if you didn't do it, you wouldn't be the same person.

On a side note, our football team won 44-7. We were so close to shutting them out, but the other team got a point within the last minute-ish. After the game my friends and I went to Dennys to get some food. It was alright, but expensive! I think were gonna stick to T-bell or fazolies (however you spell that!!!)

I am gonna try to post more tomorrow, I have some other stuff on my mind too. My problem, i usually think about this kinda stuff when I'm trying to sleep, then I don't sleep. ah well! Heres a little quote to go with my blog subject...

"Dream as if you'll live forever, live as you'll die today." - James Dean ( no not the sausage guy! haha)


Kylee

Ps- Michelle is gonna try to post soon, but she doesnt usually have access to the ol' www. she sends love though!